Y Tuesday, October 06, 2009
9:38 pm
I have no goddamned problems with my kidneys. They are fine as my GP said more than 10 years ago.Fucking checkups. I know it's protocol and all, but looks like it's time to review it. Obviously it's not working.
In fact, I'm thinking it would actually be worth my time if I had something wrong with my kidneys. I'd down PES and it'd have actually made me feel a little better about all that running about from CMPB to TTSH. Annoying.
Life.
Ain't about hating or loving it. More of living it because it wasn't your choice that you're supposed to exist, and we all fear death, so no point ending it.
In fact, I read something once, and it made sense, how we manage to stay on despite the chilling fact that, life is not beautiful, and beds of roses have more than a bed of thorns.
'I don't know about angels, but it's fear that gives men wings."
That's why at some point in your life, you feel indifference. Not love nor hate for life. Just indifference. No choice in the matter, yet a gnawing fear whenever you decide to do away with it.