Y Wednesday, October 15, 2008
12:31 am
It's been almost a year now. Seems like just yesterday.Shock and disbelief, to denial, to regret, to sorrow and finally.. relief perhaps?
Not too long ago, we were asking the questions that gave us the illusion of choice.
Coulda done that. Shoulda done that. Why him? Why now? Maybe if we did this, things would have played out differently. Maybe. Perhaps.
But we can't turn back time. If we could, we'd be a completely different person, asking a completely different set of questions. It's what happens that defines us.
4F'07 has been defined by the passing of this soul, we will not lose that definition. Or maybe, you have never passed, and have always been with us. I, we will hold on to that thought, not that it is more comforting, but perhaps we know it to be true.
Perhaps I still owe you too much. I will make good what I failed to do, just give me time..