Dunno. It really isn't. It's frustrating as hell, time consuming, not very pretty, has some of the nastiest people you'll see, the most unnecessary drama and.. and the list goes on, nothing good.
But I'm still playing LAWL.
So anyway, today was a good run. I'm fucking hyper right now. Played 10 games of 5v5 and won 8-2 with a new combination. 4 DPS 1 Healer and just nuke stuff until they die, die and die again. Hella fun, all that coordination and twitch.
You know, maybe it's the whole getting away thing. Escape from reality just for a bit. Like for once we actually matter, have an important role to play - everyone's valuable. Help, self-esteem troubles lawl.