Y Thursday, July 10, 2008
9:55 pm
Here are my fail results. Because I care.H2
Chem - C (Surprise surprise. GJ chem teacher?)
Math - U (3.5/100 LOL)
Econs B (66/100 Lawl@highestinclass)
H1
Hist U (Okay. I have potential. It's not showing?)
GP C (Fuck.)
Chi S (lol.)
Yeah it's fucked up. Report card looks horrible, Ches and MC tell me otherwise, but hey. You two are in VEE JAY. I'm in CJ. That's a buttload of difference tyvm.
GP was really bad. I mean really bad. I was aiming for an A. I got greeted with a fuckin C, yes that's after moderation. It's just really terribad. Granted, highest in class was a B, but it's really all about your own expectations.
Sure, I got a lot of "fuck you Ian, wah lao, so high."
Kindly understand this. I was at the top of my form for English for as far as I can remember. Anywhere I go, I'd be known as someone who has a strong grasp and love for the language, as well as being very versatile, as I can handle almost all text types without issue, with my strong point being narratives (mainly because I like writing stories more, though grade wise they all even out.) Remember fellas, your own expectations.
So apparently it was a weak attempt at an essay, which is due to poor argument and language which is "fine but not impressive." FINE. Jesus. So many times the marker got personal. This people, is called a complete lack of EQ. This, my dear marker, is why you're stuck being a teacher. Emotional control. Learn it.
Ah fuck. No one cares. It's not about what I can do; ain't important.
Important message to get across is that I fucked up real bad, yeah. I'm particularly upset over GP, and it's really the only subject I can be reasonably angry at, since I didn't really study for the others. Chem definitely came as a surprise.
Chem file's due tomorrow, which I really can't care less about. Sure you can have the file. It's empty and crap, but you can have it anyway, since you insist. Chinese oral tomorrow, and same thing, I can't be bothered. As Chester said, it's going to be the last time I speak Chinese. Nope, sure as hell didn't change things.
So I have potential in history. Been told that twice or thrice now. It's not showing? I just don't understand how I'm supposed to do it. Apparently I can, but I don't know how. How's that potential? Potential fuck up me thinks.
I'm very grumpy and disappointed. Very. Really.
So tell me again, of what use are you, and what merits do you fucking have?