Y Wednesday, June 04, 2008
12:09 pm
Updating only because I've been tagged =\1. Who are you chatting with now?:
Gresilda and Jollyn.
2. What is the one thing you would change if you had a chance to go back into the past?
Hit myself in the head for ever thinking computer games were fun.
3. What's going to happen tomorrow?:
Not quite sure. Tuition at 3, then sit my ass on the PC if nothing happens. Shoot out of the house like a bullet the moment something's up.
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?:
Never happened. I don't have dirty secrets that friends can leak, so no reason to hate.
5. When do you wish to die?:
When I'm done with this world. Either there's nothing else to do, or there's nothing I can do. To and for people and myself.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?:
There is nothing after death. You just die. Like a dreamless eternal sleep you don't know you even entered, there is no consiousness, nor lack of knowledge of your 'unconsiousness'. So, what rainbow?
7. What impossible things you would wish to do?:
Can't say it here, not in this blog.
8. Do you believe in eternal love?:
Definition of eternal love? Fallacious question that I can't answer. At face value though, no, not really. Never seen it happen, don't believe it. Eternal is forever, and people don't live forever.
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?:
I'm not that important to anyone yet.
10. Where is your favourite holiday destination?:
Japan, baby! Hokkaido at the end of the year. <3
11. Describe your other half.:
I don't have an other half. It's a lot of trouble to have one, as I've seen with my best buddies.
12. What feelings do you hate the most?:
Jealousy.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?:
Nope. I could do without a few.
14. What're you looking forward to in the coming weeks?:
Well Jesus, every 17 or 18 year old should have the same thing here. Mid years. Do well.
15. The most important thing in your life.:
Me, myself and I. Kidding. My family.
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?:
Family, my brothers, and if I don't stay the way I am, my other half.
17. Do you find life meaningless?:
On hind sight, yes. We are born, we get an education, we make money, have children and die. Then our children does the same. People who lead 'meaningful' lives, ala voluntary workers are just helping the poorer people do the same thing, if you think about it.
18. Have you ever loved someone?:
Definition of love? Fallacious question. Not answering.
19. List one thing that you're scared of.:
For now, death. It's still too early.
20. What's your greatest wish?:
To become more successful than my father ever was, or could ever dream of.
21. What if one of your loves betrayed you?:
It's not easy to earn enough of my trust to become one of 'my loves'. You know it if you are one of them. You break it, I'm sorry. It's not going to be the same. Maybe, MAYBE, if you try, talking terms is fine.
There. This was done in my cynical bastard mood. So don't shoot me.