Being raped again and again and again.
I know I will die alone.
But loved.
You live long enough to hear the sound of guns
Long enough to find yourself screaming every night
Long enough to see your friends betray you.
For years have I been strapped unto this altar
Now I only have three minutes and counting
I just wish the tide would catch me first
And give me a death
I always longed for"
The Poet and the Pendulum, Part II "The Pacific" - Nightwish