Y Monday, April 28, 2008
2:21 am
Lmao. It's this late and I'm not sleeping. I'll probably be dead for school tomorrow.Meh, I don't care. Ends at 1 but I have to stay back till 5. What the crap. Crazy Econs teacher.
Things haven't really improved. I don't quite like going to school and shit, but I identified the problem. Crazy arse chem teacher. I swear to god, she gives assloads amounts of work and makes people go nuts. People just copy what work she gives anyway. It's asinine. She's makes up of more than half the problems I have. Jesus she needs to disappear or something. Launch her into space and pewpew her with lazer gunz lulz.
Anyway I'm up so late because well, I stumbled onto the subject on trannies somehow, and there's this quiz thing of 65 questions. WEIRD QUESTIONS. SRSLY. Take it for laughs. I know I was laughing like crazy.
http://transsexual.org/cogiati/index.php?lang=en
I scored way into the negative, so yeah. Definitely masculine, if you people must know. But shit, some of those questions have the craziest answers you'd ever give, and you're forced to pick the least of all the evils.
Not that i have anything against trannies. Haven't really met one, but yeah, I guess I'd be cool with 'em. Now that it comes under the spotlight, I wouldn't mind meeting one! They're different from other people imo. Different in a sense that they've experienced really different things and most probably have a very fresh view on our world. Afterall, reality is only as real as how you perceive it to be.
K off to bed. I'm gonna be so screwed tomorrow. 10 page chem work NUT DONE. LEFT THE GODDAMN THING IN SCHOOL. (Or so I thought. Found it in my bag, some weird corner. Like just. FUck.)
Y Wednesday, April 23, 2008
10:58 pm
Wow you know, some people are simply destined to suck at PE. Like fo' realz. Lulz.Yeah I'm probably one of them. Having being traumatized by a ball at the tender age of 7, my first reaction to balls have been duck and cover ever since. 'Course that don't help when ya play handball. All I could ever do was wave my hands at the person with the ball like a git and hope he doesn't do what he set out to do. Funny. Pathetic, actually.
So I should be shitting my pants now, like real bad. Chem file's due tomorrow, and chances are that silly chem teacher is gonna scream her head off, try her utmost to embarrass me infront of the class then call my parents up if I show indifference, or have a spine and deflect some of her crap.
Grreat eh? See the thing that gets most people, ESPECIALLY teachers, is indifference. Somehow it's like punching them in a face then rubbing crap on it, because yeah, you basically don't care. Can't even be bothered to argue your case kind of thing.
Some annoying GP teacher came over and told me my notes were too short, during GP lecture. For fuck's sakes, you print the slides then want us to take notes, when your crappy ass lecturer is just reading from the slide more or less and giving pointless examples. No one takes crap down, so why should I?
Moreover, you're the one bloody distracting me from the lecture when I want to -LISTEN-. That's right, you heard me. I need you to GTFO so I can actually absorb something. Why don't you occupy your sad, unhappy self with annoying those who are nodding themselves to sleep? Honestly, if the GP HOD was there I'd like to complain about GP teachers distracting students from lessons. Write my name down? Yeah, go die in a fire please.
Word, because I can't really care about what the Chem teacher's gonna do. Set me up with the principal's office and get the principal to expel me? Fine. I'll just beatfeet to poly. You just did what my parents could not. Really, I have nothing much to lose if I leave JC, 'specially SeeJC lulz.
The amount of work she dishes out is like what, 2 and a half times of other teachers? Add that 90% of the remedials this fuckin' YEAR is by her and you get one sick demented shit of a subject. Most people just copy whatever work she gives. Productive my rear behind. Wasting our time more like it. Look, go back to whereever the hell you graduated with a teaching cert mmkay? Chances are they wrote the wrong name on yours. You sure as hell don't qualify as a decent teacher in my eyes. Give me back my Wong Wai Lit or any VS teacher, plz.
As you can see, quality of school impacts quality of teachers. Meh, s'what you get for not working your butt off in the O levels. At the very least, I hope Dan can do what I couldn't, srsly.
Oh yeah, today's dinner was.. expensive. Holy crap batman $118 and something cents from Swensen's. Cleaned me out real good. I am not doing that again. Next time I won't volunteer my stupid self into paying for more than 2 people. It's just criminal to my pocket.
Y Thursday, April 17, 2008
10:27 pm
Yeah so today I got chewed on the ass non-stop by my mum for being an hour late for tuition, poor tutor had to wait and crap.Been rocky, like real bad. Mum wants to eat me because I yelled at her sometime back. Life's been shitty.
One missed day of school led to a session with the VP because I got real effin smart and was honest with my home tutor. She ended up ratting me out. Bullshit. Called my dad (fucking hell first time in eons) and that was it. I totally started mindfucking myself for the rest of the day.
Honestly how'd it all come to this stage?
I'm from a top secondary school. Below average results, but still.
"uʍop əpỊsdn pəuɹnʇ ´pəddỊlɟ ʇoნ əɟỊl ʎɯ ʍoɥ ʇnoqɐ llɐ ʎɹoʇs ɐ sỊ sỊɥʇ ʍoN"
Sums up how I feel.
So yeah, I watched the soccer match between VJ and CJ. Odd, I wore the CJ uniform and went to cheer VJ, but I don't care. My friends play in the VJ team. That's all that matters.
It may have the V brand on it, but it sure as hell ain't no VS. Two different schools. I'd say the school spirit is dead. You just don't get another VS. No fuckin way.
I swear sometimes I'm around with old friends, especially with my old class, things just fall into place so easily. I'm really myself. We let go, talk shit, cuss at each other's mums.. everything. I miss those guys like hell, really I do. Honestly, what I'd give to have my old days back.
To be honest, I hate this inert shell of myself now. It's empty, it lives in the past and just plain ain't me. As they always say, live a facade for too long and soon it's a facade no longer, but the new you. They keep me sane, what little contact I have with them.
For that hour or so, yeah. Felt like the old times were back. It was great, if only for awhile.
What I'd give... really.. what I'd give..
We don't return to you mother, for we have never truly left. Thy sons are we, thy sons we will be.
Y Sunday, April 13, 2008
11:22 pm
Honestly, blogger needs new servers. You'd think they'd get better ones after Google acquired the damn thing, but no.Lots of shit happened between the last update and this one, understandably too. It's been a long time.
For starters, Chem teacher tried to eat me. I gobbled her up but spat it out anyway because it was nasty. To sum it up, she wanted me to drop to poly, no wait, any damn where else, except stay in CJ. Listen missy. I wanna repeat and fail my A levels plus drag the school name into the mud. My cards, my hand, I deal. Then she wanted to talk shit about my family. Hey, you don't know crap about how my family ticks, so shush, mmkay?
Good. So what, I'm someone who thinks like a seven year old? Good grief. So it's personal now? Didn't think I'd catch you for it? Nuh-uh. Back off.
That's that.
SmashT the econs test, 11/15 ain't that all bad. Chem test was well, I found it pretty okay, manageable, but apparently, the report so far sez I'm no where near a good grade,so yeah, I got eaten on that count. Boo frickin hoo. Next test then.
I have an econs and math test to take, because of an absence. Great.
Tried to "headache lol mc plz" to a GP. I got smacked around and shat on. God that doctor is awesome. Really. He's one with principals. It's rare to see a doctor like that. He gave me the damn mc and didn't charge me for it - he didn't want to seem like a doctor who sells MCs. I salute the damn old fellow. You're gonna be treating my illnesses from now on.
Grave sweeping day today. It's bullshit. Spent the whole frickun day. I missed the kara run and got shit for badges. Grrreat. One week postponement of my shiny new 2 hander. Next Shawn and Myst ditched me for arena and went on ahead. That's two weeks without my arena points. Fuck.
It's been a bad weekend, best bud's going through a rollercoaster ride of emotions, and well, my opinions don't hold any weight where that's concerned. It's his choice, I don't agree but that's his choice. Not for me to say anything.
And wallah. School again tomorrow. Fuck it, seriously. I don't love the damn place, but I'll stick it through. GG CJC. I hate you.
Y Wednesday, April 02, 2008
11:25 pm
Shite. Poly orientation's started. Guess I'm SOL.Dad basically summed it up and said I made a bad choice back then, and it's too late to make a realistically advantageous choice. Yeap, like I said earlier, SOL and just gotta stay the course for 2 years.
Yeah see, today, I'm gonna teach y'all some econs.
See here, heard of the cross elasticity of demand(commonly abbreviated as XED.)?
It's about how the price of a good affects the demand of another good, either a substitute or complement!
Have y'all ever heard of Freudian slips? It's when you blurt out something you're thinking about. Shows what's really on your mind. Now it's not a pronunciation issue, because often times where the mistake is concerned, said person who committed the faux pas is perfectly capable of pronouncing both words properly.
So now you have learned XED as well Freudian slips. Still with me? Sweet.
And so in econs lecture today, I realize the lecturer has had a vision for some sort of a cocktail sorta coke!
"...so the cross elasticity demand of diet coke as compared to coke... coke cock coke"
*pause*
*LT bursts into laughter.*
C'mon guys, teach's got vision! New kind of coke, alcoholic too!
Cheers all.