Y Wednesday, November 21, 2007
1:17 am
What was supposed to be a semi-happy occasion turned sour, it seems.Darren dropped by at 11 am and after much persuading, got me to agree to go out for shopping.
For starters, let me say I'm VERY ticked off and VERY pissed off at this time of writing. Also, I have never liked shopping. Keep these 2 points in your head as you read.
So I was late watching something that honestly got me riveted. (Johnny Got His Gun. Look it up. Horrifying, but definitely food for thought.) Bout 45 minutes late, according to MC. Possibly the latest I've ever been, and hell yes, I'm VERY sorry about it. To my credit, I was early for our previous meetings. Doesn't soften any blows, but just think it's worth a mention.
I don't even know what I said to MC, but it had to do with... yeah shit, I don't even remember. He overstayed in the station waiting for me, so he had to pay something extra. I was fucking around and said something about reimbursing him and giving $50 to "buy him off and save all the trouble". Now, -I- thought everyone would take it as bullshit, because no one really told me off on the spot. Apparently, it hurt the poor chap a lot. My bad, honestly. An act of insensitivity that's one of my worst thus far.
As usual, I was up to my whining antics whenever I'm tagging along for window shopping. Why you ask, am I still tagging along? Should I just fuck off and not spoil everyone's day? Well, good question there!
I figure, since I suck so horribly bad at my academics, and EVERYONE that I know is going to V fucking JC, I might as well spend what little time left I have with them. Sounds good enough? Let's continue, shall we?
Simmered after lunch, and everything went peachy.
Until we got to far east plaza, and Chester repeatedly made remarks about how my face was black, and that I was REALLY TRULY unhappy inside.
Hey, just take me at face value Ches. When I say I'm not unhappy, just fucking take it. I mean it. Never have I put a false front to please you guys. Never. If I don't like some shit you guys are doing, I bring it up and fling the shit into your face, then wipe it up and we work something out together. As you said, we remain good friends because we can do that. I appreciate that.
So anyway, why did I even give people a reason to ask me that? It's my fault, isn't it? I mean, if I was my normal self, none of this would have happened. Good point there chap!
Terribly sorry, but I cannot help but feel bored and -TIRED- from all the walking! Am I to say I'm sorry for being me? Or that I took after my dad and hate window shopping with a passion?
Let's put it this way. When I shop, I know -WHAT- I want, -WHERE- to get it, and -HOW MUCH- it costs. Just the way my dad and I roll. It's the reason why mum drives us crazy sometimes. The inefficiency of it all.
Caught a flick after all of that, can't quite recall the title.. something like... Gameplan? Had Dwayne Johnson in it. Family flick. Nothing too memorable. Makes you go "Aww" but that's that. Only thing that stood out was Dwayne Johnson having such a major role with so many speaking lines. In my opinion, he acted pretty well. I mean, compare it with his previous roles in The Rundown, The Scorpion King etc. Hardly any speaking lines, or display of emotions other than rage and bloodlust, rofl.
In Gameplan, however, he had to act as some estranged dad learning the ropes. Good for laughs and heartwarming scenes, overall.
Decent movie, spoiled by an overall shitty day.
EDIT: The world has no need to know, yet.