Y Monday, December 18, 2006
8:49 pm
Bleh. What a depressing day.Started off lazy enough. Woke up at 12 and plopped ass infront of PC. Couldn't find anything to do, so I went for Co when LJJ phoned.
Turned out to be a waste of time, as usual.
Here's the thing. I now find Chinese Orchestral music to be extremely jarring and offensive. Every now and then "CHHIIIAAAANNNGGGG!" It gives me a nasty shock. Highly annoying.
Chinese music to me, now, is a cohort of screaming retards. Each wanting to be noticed, and to do so, they have to make the most noise. Result?
"HAY GAIZ! LOOK AT MEH! PEEK ME! PEEK ME!"
If I remember correctly, passion is from the Latin word "passio" which means "to suffer".
No longer am I willing to do so for the CO. Just lost it's spark. You can't force me to like something. I'm sorry guys. I'll try to attend the practices if I can find the will to do so. I doubt what any of you say will help. It's just like the atheist-theist relationship. Neither are willing to give in. No matter how much irrefutable proof you show to a theist, he still believes in his Bible and God.
On a even more sour note, I noticed the Christmas Tree was already pruned. It felt like a little punch in the gut, or stab to the heart. I can still remember my family pruning the tree every year, and each year, a different one of us would put the star at the top, with my father holding us up.
I'm running a temperature. Best not stay up late. Sucks.